On Sunday morning, I had to go on stage to present a gift to one of our youth who is graduating. I had gotten teary-eyed, so when I came back to sit with Bella and Elias, Bella said, "Why are you sad?". I said that I wasn't sad and that they were happy tears. She looked quizzically at me.
Have you ever noticed that small children don't cry happy tears? Or at least, I have never witnessed it.
As I was driving yesterday, I thought about the verse in the Bible that says that there will be no tears in Heaven. I have thought that when it said that there would be no tears in Heaven, maybe it just meant the tears that were from sadness and sorrow. When I think about being reunited with my loved ones and meeting Jesus for the first time face-to-face, I can't imagine not crying from it.
But then I thought again about what causes me to cry happy tears. It is normally because I know that the moment won't last forever and that I have no control over what the future holds for me or for those I love. No matter how great a moment is or what relationship I have with someone, eventually it will change or end. Even memories will fade and be replaced.
When I get to Heaven, I no longer will have to feel the bitter sweetness of moments that can't last or the unknowns and vulnerability of loving someone so much. So I don't think that happy tears will be necessary in Heaven. I will not have to worry about the unknowns about loving so much it hurts.
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