Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Have I forgotten so soon?

I watched a friend's little girl today, while she took her older daughter on a field trip.  Now this little girl is exactly on year younger than Bella and still in diapers.  She and Bella were playing well and I was in the middle of baking a snack for small group tonight and cleaning up the kitchen.  About an hour after lunch time, I realized that Mikayla had been at my house for about 3 hours and I had not even thought about checking her diaper.  She was soaked.  I have gotten so used to Bella going to the potty or telling me that she has to go, I forgot what it was like when she wasn't at that stage yet.  I looked at my tall, long-legged talkative girl and realized how much one year changes a child.  Bella is already too tall for many 4T pants and now I have to buy her size 4.  Gone are the days when my kids were squishy and round.  Now they are long and bony and too busy to be cuddled much.  I never thought I would forget distinct aspects of what having a baby in the house is really like, but already my mind has shifted to other developmental milestones and activities - things I knew would come and even looked forward to, but I never realized how much of the past would fall away.  I was putting clothes in Elias' dresser the other day and the shirts were so tight, I had to practically stuff them in.  I was reminded of when I put his baby clothes in there when he was first born and how tiny they were inside that big drawer.  And one day, I will probably be folding clothes for him that are bigger than my own.

1 comment:

Maria said...

it sure does fly. Watching Troy and Danielle is a wake up call for me too. Even with Liam, altho he is still round and squishy, he is much taller than he was and each milestone is bittersweet. makes me long for Joy to have babies soon so I can have more babies to love! ;)